相信大家都知道呢幾日係YouTube發生既事件(link)， 發生咗之後我睇咗好多留言，的確令我反思。 我思前想後都無法釋懷。 我無delete條片亦無delete任何留言，你所見到就係當日發生既一件生活事，讀到既就係大家既想法。我亦唔會delete條片，唔delete既原因好簡單，係因為我唔覺得delete咗就可以當自己無做過。 如果你想去了解，你可以去睇我呢位當時人既片同埋大家既評語，之後去得出你自己既結論。由開始到今日，我都不斷強調你地自己有判斷能力，買唔買，睇唔睇，決定權一直都係你掌握入面。
I believe many of you are aware of what’s happening on my Youtube (link) these days, I have been reading through many comments and it allow me to reflect. I have been thinking long and hard. I haven’t deleted the video nor the comments, so what you see is exactly what happened during one of the days of my life and what you read is the exact thoughts of the commenters. I am not going to delete anything and the reason is simply because I totally understand deleting something doesn’t mean that I haven’t done it. If you want to understand, you are welcome to watch the video from me and read all the comments there, then you will come to your own conclusion. From day 1 till now, I have been stressing in my videos that you should come to your own judgement regarding anything, whether you buy or not buy something, watch or not watch something, it’s entirely up to you because you have the final say in everything you do.
有人話如果自己買偷偷地用就無問題，如果要深究問題根源既話，我唔能夠同意。 如果口口聲聲支持正版而自己做既動作係背道而馳，咁其實同講大話有咩分別？我無法釋懷既矛盾亦有好大部份黎自呢度，因為我唔可以保証我知道所有產品既源頭，如果有一件衫有Zara既招牌但係同Chanel既款式一樣，咁又如何？ Jailbreak iPhone免費用應該要俾錢既app又如何？ Download片睇戲唔俾錢又如何？聽歌唔俾錢又如何？我自問我係人生唔同既階段都有做過以上既事情，所以我唔敢同大家話：I am so clean。我分享生活，係我眼中分享生活就真真切切分享生活，亦好難避免將來無其他事情去觸動大家情緒。所以我好難答應大家去做一d我預知唔到既事情。至於大家話我係公眾人物，今次考慮未夠周詳。 先多謝大家提點，我至今仍然覺得我係一個平凡網上分享者。 如果係公眾人物既話，我相信我未來更需要好好係分享題材方面好好攞一個平衡。
I saw some comments saying that buying those for personal uses is fine, if I think deeper about intellectual property rights, I can’t agree on this. If someone tells you that they are all for intellectual property rights, but in secret they are “supporting” anything that’s violating intellectual property rights, then it becomes a lie, doesn’t it? I guess the most important reason that i can’t come to peace with myself is due to this bit of thought, because I can’t guarantee I know the original sources of everything (and I can’t promise you I will be able to google everything as well). If there is a piece of clothing looking just like Chanel but with Zara label, what do we say? What about jailbreaking iPhone and use the apps that we are supposed to pay? What about downloading movies and watch them for free? How about music too? I honestly can tell you that I had done the abovementioned things at different stages of my life. So I really can’t claim that “I am so clean.” When I say I vlog my life, I get really fixated on vlogging my life, so I can’t really promise I won’t do anything irritating (in your eyes) in future. I simply can’t make any promise that I am not sure if I would break. As for me being a public figure and this time I hadn’t thought through my content thoroughly, thanks for the reminder. Up to now, I still treat myself as an ordinary person sharing my bits online. If I am considered a public figure, then I believe that I will need to do better on content selection in future.
至於道歉，我太早出場會顯得無誠意，而家出場又太遲。 開Live又可能話好是但坐係度講幾句值口為自己辯護好無誠意唔係真係知錯，拍片又可能會話點解唔開Live，而今日我用文字去分享我既睇法又可能話點解唔係YouTube講，太多太多唔同既組合令我既思想更加複雜。我諗我選擇用文字去記錄我今次既想法係我見有部份網友既留言好用心思亦用好大篇幅去分享佢地既想法。 我都覺得我可以好好將我既想法記錄落黎同大家分享一下。當然當中我亦見到某一部份留言開始串連到其他產品，我媽媽，我做review既操守，我公司等等。 最奇怪既係有人係Beauty Blender既Facebook cap咗我片中既圖片問：”請問呢位買侵權商品的人的店是你們認可代理嗎?” 然後又好快自己刪除自己既post。點解我知道？ 人地公司send咗個圖俾我做reference。特別提到Beauty Blender，黑咪店係佢地授權分銷商並唔係代理。如果有懷疑當然要問清楚，但係我唔明白點解又突然自己delete post？至於，有部份人覺得黑咪店產品比其他公司貴，我又覺得唔可以以偏概全，我地既產品都係同認可代理或者直接同品牌購入，跟品牌定價，Esterel，Sigma，HydroPeptide，Bodyograhy等等都係跟佢地當地價格。不過我諗呢d應該唔會有人留意得到。
And for apology, if I respond quickly, I look like I am not sincere enough. Now I make my appearance, and it would look like it’s too late. If I do a live video, it might be taken as I just sit there singing my own praises and I’m not sorry. If I shoot a video, then some might ask why I don’t do a live video. Today I choose to record my thoughts in writing, some might say why I don’t address it on YouTube. So many combinations complicate my thoughts. I think I am using writing format this time because I see some of you document your thoughts in great details. So I thought I could write my thoughts down to share with you as well. Occasionally I see some comments stretching the incident to associate with other products, my mother, my ethics in reviewing products, my company etc. The strangest incident that I come across is that someone left a comment with a cap screen of my YouTube video asking Beauty Blender Facebook, “may I know if the stores of this person who buys product which infringes intellectual property rights are your authorised distributor?” Then this person quickly deleted his/her own comment. How do I get to know? Their company has sent me the cap screen for reference. Special mention on Beauty Blender while I am on the topic here, Hakme Beauty stores are their authorised resellers, not their distributor. Yes, we all have to ask for information when we are in doubt but why he/she deleted that post so quickly? As for some people feel that the products in Hakme Beauty are more expensive than other stores. I think that’s just part of the story, our products are either coming from the authorised distributor or the brands directly, so we follow their recommended retail prices. Examples like Esterel, Sigma, HydroPeptide, Bodyography etc. are having very similar prices to their home countries, but these little things are usually being neglected.
Never mind. For those who ask for my apology/ a response etc., I was just sharing my imperfect life. Talking about apologies, if you feel that you are disappointed or hurt, I feel the same way reading the words these few days as well, so psychologically we are fair to each other, no? Reading many passages that are deviated from the truth or imaging what I am doing/ feeling everyday during this time, I feel that I have learnt an important lesson in life. I also saw that someone was saying they felt that being on our store membership is an insult, if you feel that way, please email email@example.com stating that you want us to delete your membership, we will respect your decision and delete your record from our database. I also saw comments saying that he/she wants to go to the stores to ask me for clarification, I would suggest to email me a time because I did say that I am not in stores all the time, so I don’t want you to waste your trip or you think that I am avoiding you.
最後，你想用咩角度去點睇呢件事同埋呢一段文章，我唔可能控制。我無係你既特定time frame出現，令你地要PM我告訴我不負責任什麼，請明白每一個人都有自己想法及做事方式，每個人聲音都不一樣，亦有一群人無作任何表態，所以我實際上無法滿足每一個要求，所以我只能跟據自己既time frame由自己出發去分享我既睇法，因為我知道無論我點答點講唔答遲答，結果都會一樣。多謝你睇完整篇文章。 我尊重你地既睇法，我亦都分享咗我睇法。 如果你要離開，我先多謝你過往既支持。 如果你選擇留底，我希望將來我可以做得更好。我未來亦唔會再對呢件事作任何回應，想講既都已經係度講咗。謝謝。
Lastly, which angle you use to see this incident and this post, I have no control. I didn’t make an appearance according to your designated time frame and that some of you to PM me telling me I am irresponsible etc. Please do understand everyone has his/her own way of thinking and definitely way of doing things. Every voice is different and also let’s not ignore the ones that keep their thoughts to themselves. In reality, I can’t please everyone. I can only tell you what my thoughts are according to my time frame. No matter what I say or not say, some are bound to get upset and the result is still the same. Thank you for reading this. I respect your thoughts, and I have also shared mine. If you choose to leave, let me thank you for your past support; if you choose to stay, I hope I can create better and more entertaining videos for you and write more useful blog post for you in future. I won’t be responding anything in relations to the incident going froward, I have said what I wanted to say here already. Thank you.